"It never gets better."
That's to herself more than him, before she tilts her head back and against his.
"Dream--if I let him, Dream would help me. Take control over while I rest, sorta. I wasn't--it makes me nervous. Even with it being Dream."
And, more quietly, "I want to be able to do it on my own. To take care of my baby on my own."
And it's nine months.
"If I had to," she says finally, eyes still shut, "I would phase anyway. But I would work so hard to never have to while pregnant. No guarantee, but--I would try. And if Dream takes care of it at night--It's never going to be the right time for us, Piotr. Never a good time in our world. So we have to--I think we have to decide if this is a time we're willing to take a chance on. Or not."
And she breathes out and then asks, "So what do you think?"
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Date: 2007-11-14 05:14 am (UTC)